Lately..

Wasn't sure was it PMS that hits me or what..but I'm feeling quite down lately. I was constantly feeling frustrated, especially with Hubs. I felt that we were not having the close relationship like we used to anymore. He love to spend his time with others (Dota, soccer, trading, appointmentS) more than with me. When he's with me, it's either laptop, tv, newspaper, bed or now..PSP. I just want some quality time where we can just chat about anything and have a good laugh. I really long for times before we were staying together. We used meet up almost everyday, and can still talk so much.

How I wish I'm not that clingy to him. If only I have my own home, then I can stay at home and do my own things, cooking, baking, gardening...I know I'll have more household chores to do, but I'll get satisfaction from doing it. I want my own car too, so that I can go out without having to adjust to his schedule. I'll join yoga class, belly dancing class...

I've actually draft out a post before this on the same title. But I deleted it. It will look like I condemned Hubs to the whole world out there. Hmm...

HAPPY HAPPY ME...

Happy Birthday, Lindy!!!!

Another year added to your age. Each passing year, you have grown wiser and happier. You'll continue to enjoy your life and achieve all that you've been dreaming of.

Update

It's been ages since I dropped by and it has been growing spider webs in here. I'll try to keep this post short and simple, so as not to bore you and most importantly..still keep my interest in updating. A few random things

1. I had a gotten myself a job in a kindy as TEACHER, and out of it in 2 months. Never in my life had I thought I'll be a teacher someday. Well, we did thought of opening a kindy but that was just a thought. Met so many charming kiddos as well as those monsters. I love one lil girl in particular. Being just 22months, she is so clever and well behave. I love when she called me, "Teacher Lindy!". How my heart will just melt on the spot.

2. I'm now back to being unemployed and am very happy about it, despite the fact that I don't have any income anymore. I admit I'm very clingy to Hubs. With normal working hours job (8-5) we will have hard time seeing each other and had problem with transportation also. During this time with Hubs, he had thought me so much in life about financial thingy, my knowledge is expanding everyday and I'm so excited bout our future.

3. Reading 'Increase your Financial IO' by Robert Kiyosaki has made me understand truly why Hubs has been working so hard in increasing his knowledge to achieve financial freedom. I'm starting to plan my futures too and how I can make use of what I have TODAY.

4. My knowledge and interest in Gold&Silver has increase tremendously and together with Hubs, we are digging for opportunity to invest and do business. I've come to realise that currency is NOTHING when the calculated day arrive.

5. With my disappointment every month when my menses come, I finally manage to persuade Hubs to find for other alternative. We are waiting for our precious to come...just waiting for the sign.

6. For the first time in my life, I went to 'free birds'. It was meant to be a good deed, whereby you free the living souls. Oh..the birds were so adorable.

7. It's not easy to hear of others' pregnancy news and feel excited for them. At first, it only adds to my desparation, but as times goes by, I've learn to accept them and bless them. I know my turn is here. And I'm ready.

That's all I can think of now. Will try to keep this blog alive (trying hard)..

The thing on my finger

It's been so long since I take notice of the tiny little thing on my finger that meant a huge lot to me. I was perusing others blog when I stumbled upon a picture. Nothing extraordinary you never see before. But that picture struck me. It reminded me of that wedding ring I put on almost a year ago. On the inner side, there carved Hubs name. After the ring exchange ceremony, I totally forgot about the carving. All things have their inner beauty.

Blogging by the seaside

As I sit here blogging, I'm actually facing a beautiful beach, nature sound of sea breeze echoing. Nope, I'm not on holiday but am attending a (FX)Clinic later on. The clock on my screen showed 7.40am, which mean I have another 20 mins before I have to go off. Hubs was one of the event organiser for this Clinic, so I have to come this early. This actually give me an opportunity to sit here in this so cozy and mesmerizing environment.

Have to go now. Hubs wan back his 3G.....Anyway, a sneak pic for what's coming up next.

KL, here I come

In 12 hours time, we will be on our way to KL. Another seminar to go. This time round, it will be more grand and 'tai chan cheong' cause it involves students from overseas.

I might not be updating anything for the time being. Busy being a photographer konon..

My Day: Wednesday

Yesterday was the only Wednesday that we get to watch movie with cheap price. Hubs totally forgot he did not have to conduct class at night till almost 6pm (normal class starts at 7.30pm).

So we made a quick decision to catch Don't Mess With The Zohan. We prayed hard that 9.20pm ticket is still available with good seats.

Once the car was parked, we hopped straight to the lift that took us straight to cinema level. We passed by the arcade and WOW! When did they parked so many new machines there? I did not whip out the camera straight away. Instead we brisk walked over to the counter only to see.....there's no long queue. That's a BIG surprise for a Wednesday. Everyone must have know we are going thus they made way for us :p Although there was still lots of empty seat, we were still very picky. We insisted to have the reserve row and it's only 4mins away. Since not many were in the line, we ended up queuing and re-queueing till it was 8.50pm sharp. Yeah for us! We got 4th row from behind and the exact middle seats.

Another 30mins to the movie and we had nothing to do. So what else? We went back to the machines and snapped a few shots. Hubs wanted to get one as he thought since it only require 2 token (RM1=1token). I had to point out to him each token cost RM4. RM8 for such a small figurine, it's not worth it.

I had to say there was so much laughter in the cinema it really release quite a lot of tension. However, I still prefer Money Still No Enough. Full of emotion and laughter.

A priceless session with him

As 2 o'clock getting nearer, my heartbeat become faster. It feels as if it will jump out of my mouth any minute from now. To be exact, out of my mouth when he steps into the office. Right now, I'm sitting at the corner I've been sitting since I got my freedom. The 'he' I mentioned was someone I look highly upon. In such a young age, he has achieved so much and is well versed in all area. The office I'm sitting in now is one of his magical touch. He brought this Academy straight from Singapore back to his hometown, with the purpose of giving others a better life. Without him, Hubs will not be able to make his passion, his job and I..will not be able to quit my job so fast (of course I have Hubs to thank!).

I finally gathered my courage and asked for a lil of his time. I know he was going to fly off to Sin again this Friday. If I do not act fast, I'll have to wait for a long time. Hubs told me I was lucky as throughout this week, he is very busy. I felt honored, he did not hesitate even a lil when I asked for his time. I was very blank on what I wanted to do next (now that I've quited). I just know I wanted to be involved in something creative. Photography? Photo editing? But how can I survive on that alone? For that, I'm getting advise from him, the man who is very successful in life. He is also one of the awardee of JCI Creative Young Entrepreneur Award 2008. To be able to seek advise from him is my greatest dream.

TAO

I had a fabulous time in TAO last Saturday night, the very night all the people....or shall I say most of Malaysian countdown to National Day. But today post is not about Merdeka.

It's all about TAO!!

After the long awaited days, finally the day arrived. We managed to reach the place sharp at 5.30pm. Upon ascending the stairs, we were greeted with this huge Buddha head.

Entrance to restaurant

Even before we were directed to our place, Clement has already proceed to the dessert bar and piled up a huge plate of fruits and vege. Lucky for me and Hubs, we managed to clear our bowel right before our journey. So we input and input and input till we cannot take it anymore. A check with our watch, it was only 6 plus. Meaning we consumed all those dishes in just half hour, like we haven't eaten for ages. After that, we slowed down a lil and Hubs made another clearing. Can you believe him?

Some of my favourite for the night

The Group

It will be a waste if a hearty dinner is ended with going home straight. So we went over to Sunway Carnival to catch a movie. The man at the counter told us the only seats available was at first row from the screen. Totally not for us. We begged him to reserve 5 seats for us when it's time to burn those reserved seats. So yeah! we got to see "Money still no enough" and it's 5th row from behind. Kudos to the guy at the counter!

Hubs read my blog..woohoo..

Haha....I was busy doing my stuff when he let out a chuckle. Out of curiosity, I turned to look at what he was doing...as usual I always peep at him when he's doing his work. I love the intense look he had, trying to make his brain explode. One look and I'm all blushed. He's reading my blog!! I used his laptop to browse my page last night and that leaves a trail for him. I wanted to delete his history but it will sure leave more question marks for him. I was hoping he will not type the letter "L" to get to other URL..hehe..talking bout Law of Attraction.

If you resist, it will persist.

Now, that the secret is out. In future, I might send some hint thru this..

My Day: The bright side....the not so bright side

I made a simpler breakfast for Hubs today, homemade garlic bread. It doesn't taste as delicious as those in restaurant but it's considered good for the first try. Today is the second day I follow Hubs to the office, sitting here doing my own stuff. Photo editing, blogging, ghost reading others blog, trading, and even become Ah Sie to Hubs. We had an early lunch at home. By 3pm, he's making noise already. So me being road idiotic, I drove the car round and round to search for food. I wanted to get some from Padang but then it was not open when I reached there. So I drove over to the cafe behind Giant. One look around the cafe, I walked out empty handed. I ended up in First World. Lady Luck was on my side. I went over to tapau Pasembur, the Aunty gave me curry chicken for FREE. It was extremely delicious I tell you. Hopped over to tapau banana pan cake (Ban Chan Kuey). The Uncle gave me extra banana..yummy.

However, I was not all that lucky when I saw my phone. It was dead, even though I had it charged to max yesterday. Wasn't sure what went wrong but I have to connect and disconnect a few times before it actually allowed me to start up the machine. The moment it was ON, SMS-es kept following in. One message that sadden me was from my ex-colleague.

She took the initiative to ask me for one last lunch before Puasa (Fasting month) starts. And they had been calling me for 7 times since 10am this morn. I hate this handphone. It has died on me a few times already. Now, it caused me to missed this lunch. When I called her back twice, she didn't answer my phone. She must have been pissed off with me...all because of this stupid phone. Sigh...

First step

This blog marked the day I'm free from 8-5 factory job. Although I've only been in the working industry for slightly more than 2 years, my brain is almost 50% dead. Living the life of waking up in the morning--> getting ready to work --> stuck in the jam --> waiting for lunch time --> waiting to get off work --> stuck in the jam again --> laze a while --> up on the bed and routinely doing it for 2 years..that is totally not a life I will want to continue.

Lots of 'what if' came up (financial, next step) before I finally decided Enough is Enough. With full support from Hubs, now I'm a freeman. I'm no longer stuck to a job I have totally no passion in. Yes, the job paid me well but life is much more than that. Everyone deserve to do what they like to do and still get paid. The road might not be smooth in the beginning. It's extremely hard to take the first step, to leave the comfort 4x4 cube and explore new stuff. But with faith and support, I believe this will pay off.